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Bang bang bang! [Nov. 7th, 2008|08:11 pm]
[Where the hell...? |under the rain]
[My mood now is | tired]
[I'm listening to |Baby Romantica - Junjou Romantica]

I'll just state my unorganized thoughts through bullets. yeah yeah yeah.


+2ND SEM just recently begun and (thank gods?) no plates were asked. yet. Somehow, i'm still all jittery with the fact that I'm going through pain, stress and sleepless night all over again. But hey, I love ART and I love what I do at school. This time, NO BOMBING plz.


+Being myself is both a blessing and curse? I dunno. I occassionally think that I'm better of alone since I cause nothing but bad luck and catastrophic events... but then... I know that I place smiles on people's lips. I bring and share merriment. WTH?


+I just found out (after months of ignorant usage!) that i can dump videos inside my Nano~kun! Oh, think about the *ahem* possibilities on that!


+I finally blew my patience fuse about the business and ranted (sophisticatedly) at the main site. gawrsh. I didn't know I COULD write something like that. "The DSS Team is Upset!!" - is one fine literature work that I made. LOL.


+More BLs for yours truly... I just recently watched Okane Ga Nai, Papa to Kiss in the Dark (which is oddly strange...) and Angel's Feather. Uwooooh~ I can't wait for the complete season of Junjou Romantica 2!


+For the first time in historic events of Setsu's life... I did the "1-2-3 JUMP!" when I realized that I lost my wallet (which had just about 60 munnies, DSS calling cards and TIMEZONE card) and had no choice but to get off the jeep sneakly and RUN LIKE HELL. OH GAWD that made me feel awful. *shakes head* That will NOT happen again.


+There are so much to do (uhh, deja vu from the previous entry?) but so little time. The prime suspect = procrastination de la Setsu.


+No cosplays for now. Except this upcoming event (to which I'll attend) @ UP Diliman. Nope nope, i'm just there to loiter.


+My pretty XLAWS is going hay-wire again. No matter how childish they sound now (enough to pull my hair out), I still want things to get better again -- main reason why I'm extending my utmost patience with them. I simply love them.


Well, that's about it.
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The Final Beginning! (what?) [Oct. 20th, 2008|11:59 pm]
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[Where the hell...? |Home]
[I'm listening to |Kimi = Hana - Junjou Romantica]

This is it.

Time to write what i've been secretly keeping to myself for the past weeks. Just the thought of sitting my ass here and staring at the screen made my head throb suddenly.

I've been staring at the LCD lately. From my waking hours to slumber, I stare nothing but LCDs.

Not only with persocoms, but laptops, CP screens and Ipod screens. Ow.

(blame the manga scans, I say! I've been reading too many boy's love here...)

But anyway...




I want to write again.

Fanfics, original fics or any other writing-thingies. I've been inspired, see? My hidden-yaoi-blood just came rushing in and demanded me to write something. Anything.

Unfortunately, these ideas are too much for me to take! They're many! I want to talk to my favorite (BL editor-in-chief) buddy Yaoi-chan but she's busy with academic responsibilities (no sembreaks, would you believe that?). Then i resorted talking to my lover... that resulted to a now Kyrie homo-phobic lover. I couldn't blame him, right? Men won't like BL even if they're paid a trillion bucks.

But there are exceptions though...

and we're straying off the point.

*cough*

My current addiction to Junjou Romantica (of Shungiku Nakamura) is what that awoke my century-asleep inspiration. Ahh... Nice anime, nice manga. I simply couldn't get enough.

Then i found the ever-amazing BL Mangaka Takanaga Hinako who made the manga Bukiyou na Silent...

...that addded more spice to my hidden yaoi addiction. Dammit. I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE THE MANGA!! *finally releases the inner fan-girl squeal* Nice illustration + unusual plot + BL = epic winness!

Or perhaps that's just my opinion. Oh wait, that IS my opinion.

But sadly, Bukiyou na Silent is still on-going. I'm sure as hell will be looking forward to Satoru and his "unusual" social condition, together with his partner, Tamiya-kun.

Kyaaaah~ *soul flies away* I want mooooooar...



After much self-deliberation, I just realized that I want to get back at drawing too.

Anime style.

Boy's love as well.

Damn, is Yaoi the only thing coming out of my mouth? I just couldn't help my self, dear friends... Do bear with my crazy thoughts.


There are so many things to do... but so little time. Few more weeks to go and it's "Hello, 2nd SEM!" and school activity at the same daily basis. But going to college ain't so bad (not even when I found out that I bombed my ANATOMY subject. great.) and it helps me get distracted again.

Traveling from my place to my college is a bit far... but it's worth it. I believe.



At least, before I go, i'll leave something meaningful here... hmmm...

okay, this ain't working.

argh. WRITER'S BLOCK battle again!


Oh, well...

S'mell you guyz latur~
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I got back at writing again... *sweatdrops* [Oct. 19th, 2008|12:18 pm]
[Where the hell...? |@ my Home]
[My mood now is | fill in that blank face!]
[I'm listening to |Breaking Through - Persona: Trinity Soul]

Damn..

after all this time, i've been missing out a lot of writing-time. gee. i miss writing randomity.

how many months had already passed? i lost count. and too embarrass to know as well.

there are so much to tell. to write. i don't even know where to begin! *is frustrated*

argh.

in any case, i'll probably start again reviving this pathetic collection of my disorganized thoughts.

bear with me.

lurking around LJ again was like getting into a new place - totally clueless where to start and to manage things around here. (the site itself changed! i've been gone for too, too long... ^^;)

oh, please. this ain't some random-ranting-hate journal page. that, i can assure you.

just feeling a wee bit some-some here. argh. blabbering blabbering.
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o.o [Aug. 13th, 2007|05:45 pm]
[Where the hell...? |somewhere there... o.o]
[My mood now is | creative]
[I'm listening to |random playlist]

Because yours truly is such a lazy bum... she almost neglected her LJ.

Me: nuuuuuuuuuuuuu... *glomps LJ.Blog*
LJ.Blog: o.o
Me: i'll update now! promise, i will!
LJ.Blog: -___-;;

Let's see... what did i accomplish for the past, err, 3 months...?


+ created a new KH2 fic for the rabid fans out there. 12 pages of 'em, full of convoluted twists and the like. XD

+ cosplayed Tron Bonne of Megaman Legends with Saori-kun last ToyCon.

+ ate tons and tons of Chocoalates. hey, chocolate is teh love~!

+ finished reading Angel Sanctuary of Kaori Yuki. kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~!! i love Setsuna and Raziel! even the arch angels rock! *faints* Kaori Yuki-sama = goddess!

+ watched Ouran High and Loveless that really quenched my yaoi needs (that came out soooo wrong... XD wth??)

+ learned Photoshop, CG Illust and other stuffs thanks to Rui-neechan. learning photoshop ish cool... n____________n


well, that's some of it, i guess. other than that, my writing skills are still good and improved greatly. *happy happy*

and my photograph skills will take a whole new level now. since i'm envious (so, soooo envious) with the other photographers i see on DA, i decided to conduct a photoshoot series with my XLAWS_Org.

*laughs evilly, with a hand covering the mouth* oh yesh! i'm very much obsessed creating a wonderful gothic photo-series starring my friends! it's like, my photography-blood boils with a mere thought of creating those photos!

i must create "End of the World" series! *feiry eyes, with BGM to accompany the mood*



of course, such determination comes from inspiration. speaking of inspiration, i found my wonderful muse.

he's not only my muse, but also my lover. hee~ *pokes the eye of a certain reader out there* i know you're viewing this! XD it was a long wait, i have to say, but it was all worth it.

hee hee hee~ *nugdes the certain someone, ahemnielahem, with a balloon* wth? balloons?

oooops.. time's up! i'll update next time!
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Setsuna's Report [Nov. 15th, 2006|12:01 pm]
[Where the hell...? |The World that Never Was]
[My mood now is | loved]
[I'm listening to |Reason - Gundam Seed Destiny]


I wanna be a Nobody. Period.

Ok, let me rephrase that... *laughs* Or else you might get me the wrong way.

I wanna a be a Nobody just like the Nobodies in Organization XIII. And by that I mean the Organization XIII of Kingdom Hearts II.

Silly, yes, 'lil 'ol me knows...

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ORGANIZATION XIII - Organization XIII is a group of 13 powerful nobodies who seek to discover the secrets of the heart and control the Nobody. In addition, each member of the group is attributed a power and a certain type of Nobody. Finally, they also wish to obtain Kingdom Hearts so they can become complete beings. Each member of the organization is a different number, ranging from 1 (I) to 13 (XIII). Each members organization names comes from taking their original human name and scrambling it up while adding an X to it. Members I, II, III, IV, V, and VI were all Ansem’s assistants in his experiements. The organization wants Sora and his friends to kill heartless so their hearts will be released, and the organization can use them to their advantage.

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Ah... Marvelous aren't they? Nobodies like in Organization XIII retained their human form because when they used to live, they had a strong heart. But when they died, their nobodies were born with their original look minus the heart.

To put it simply... A Nobody has a body with no heart.

While on the Heartless, they are creatures with weak heart. They retained no body of their original ones but they had a heart.

Again, to put it simply... A Heartless has a heart with no body.

Confusing, aye? A Nobody is the opposite of a Heartless while a Heartless is the opposite of a Nobody. Still, I choose to be a Nobody. I don't know why but it's nice retaining your own body with no emotion, none whatsoever (plus, I like to have my own ability and power *laughs evilly*). A Nobody may seem to have feelings when in fact, it's just a ruse.

But then, I refuse to acknowledge such statement. Having a heart doesn't mean it's the only that thing can express emotion. Literally, heart gives only is just a beat. What determines emotion is the mind. I guess the game states that when you have a heart, you're a real - with emotion, with life.

Ah... My opinionated avowal. It simply tells one thing...

I'm AS HELL obsess with Kingdom Hearts! *laughs* Do I need a lot of paragraphs to prove it? Hee~ And to my obsession, I've started my wonderful fic about it! Thanks a bunch to Yaoi-chan for always helping me with the idea and the ear to my rambles! I shall dedicate it to her! He he he...

Title: Reverse
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3244284/1/

Unfortunately, LJ doesn't seem to work well with links... Either that or I just don't know how to... *sweatdrops*

And oh, before I do forget...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PANDA-SAN!

Heh... Belated that is... *grins* 

Ah, here is an example pic of Organization XIII...



Ok, don't ask why there are  only 11 of 'em... Sadly, i can't put the leader and Roxas with the others! Ghad! Roxas! Roxas as in my love! Can you believe that?! Now the world will never know how my wonderful Roxas looked! That catchy spiky, faded yellow hair accompany with that captivating cerulean blue eyes. Who wouldn't even notice his petite figure that seemed to make me droo--- HOLD IT! I'm saying too much!

*runs away with blushes on the cheek* None of you saw that or else if you did, I'm gonna steal your pillows and and nightstand! Shame on you and your intestines!

*dies*

XD

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To be like Eiri Yuki of Gravitation... [Nov. 1st, 2006|11:01 am]
[Where the hell...? |TV Room]
[My mood now is | accomplished]
[I'm listening to |Living Inside the Shell - GITS: SAC]


Hah! Finally!! *throws around confettie, makes weee sounds at kung anu ano pa* I've already updated by current Hiro x Suguru fic! *wipes sweat with hanky* And it took me like, uh... *counts* 5 hours and some-some to finish it...  Hee~ Quite happy actually...

But sadly... *turns to one corner; hugs kneess* Rui-nechan, Nichan and Otochan are now on plane and are off to Singapore as I speak... *sniffles* How I'll miss them.. But I do pray that nothing bad will happen and that, they'll have fun. 

He he he... I even cried a little seeing them off just hours ago. TT.TT It will be very silent here at home without them. It wouldn't be the same... But nah, while they are away, I'll make sure to do my job here. *grins happily* Be safe, you guys... And don't talk to strangers!

On other news, I want to have fun before going back to school!! TT.TT The hell, I think am bound to stay inside the house for the rest of the sembreak! Noooooooo!! Arcades! Friends! Gaguhan!!

I want to be happy... T.T Waaah...

*raises flag* Good luck to me...

P.S. I love Roxaaaaaas!! Kawaii! Kawaii!

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My Passion and Sanctuary... [Oct. 29th, 2006|02:10 pm]
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[Where the hell...? |The World that Never Was]
[My mood now is | - Roxas! Roxas!]
[I'm listening to |Kingdom Hearts OSTs]



Ah... It ain't a year yet and here I am, squealing my head off like there's no tomorrow. I mean who wouldn't when you madly in love with the most amazing thing ever created??

[note: Next to Gravitation, that is...]

Kingdom Hearts.

*squeals then faints*


Kingdom Hearts is an RPG created by the great Square Enix. It is a crossover between the character of the Final Fantasy series and Disney characters.

Sounds boring?

Oh ho ho... My, you're mistaken if you think that Kingdom Hearts is just another kiddie game. You know what they say...

"It's more than what it sounds"

Its graphics are incredible (i mean, that's square enix we're talking about! They're the peeps behind the Final Fantasy series!). The concept, along with plot, is complicated (most especially the KH2) and the art and story are squeal-worthy.

Obsess much? *laughs*

But what I really liked about KH are the art, story and character. At first, when you take a look at KH, its art is some-what anime-ish. I love it 'coz the design of the clothings and the styles are cool. Not to mention the originality of everything (no kidding!) in the game.

Then there's the story that really makes KH unique. The game starts off with a boy, in search of his two best friends. Along the journey, the boy finds out that there is more than what the world he's in. And because of the crossover (that really made KH different), the story develops into one-of-a-kind plot.

Lastly, the characters that are very well-made (and with the amazing voicing... *drools*). Each have their own individuality. Take Sora, the main character of the game, as an example. Sora's a happy-go-lucky, clumsy and jumpy boy who sometimes doesn't think ahead. Inspite that, his heart is in the right place. All he ever wanted was to find his best friends, Riku and Kairi, whom he got separated with. Before goin' on journey, he stumbled upon Donald and Goofy who were also in search for their king (who was actually King Mickey of Disney Castle). So their quest started and they met a lot of characters and learned great lessons. That was when Sora started to develop into a mature and responsible boy but still maintained an innocent heart.

The three, Sora, Donald and Goofy, at first who didn't have any connection with each other at all had their paths crossed because of fate to find the people they cared for, the mystery of the Key and the Worlds and what, the whole story revolves around, the Heart really is...


Phew~ Was that summary I just wrote...? KH is just kick-ass cool! I'm obsess with it! Most especially to the sequel of it...

Kingdom Hearts II.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaah~ *faints* Roxas' sooooo bad-ass amazing with his keyblades! And there's Organization XIII who are just sooo cool! Too bad that they're bad guys... TT.TT But I wouldn't mind joining something like that! Heee~

"I'm a Nobody and Nobodies feel nothing..."

KH2 is more complicated than the first one. There, KH2 has "Reaction Commands" that when you're able to do, Sora does amazing and totally cool things! Hee~ I love KH so much that even my account is full of it! Check this out! My desktop BG!



Awww... Sora in his Final Form... *hearts* The most favorite form I like (other than Valor, Wisdom and Master)! But nah, I love Roxas even more! And thanks to Yaoi-chan who intrigued me to read KH fics, now I turned out to be a Roxas x Axel fan! *nosebleeds* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *wipes nose* That was supposedly Roxas x Namine!!!!

Oh the yaoi-ness...

Oho ho ho... Am now officially an obsess fan... Check out my userpic! *points* That's my love... Roxas. Hee~ I'll post next time the manga scans of KH (oh yeah! KH has a manga!!!!) and some pics to show it to the world!!

KINGDOM HEARTS ROCKS!!!!

[another note: How I wish to have my own Keyblade... TT.TT And prolly next time, I'll be writing KH fanfics! Wooohoooo!!]

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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2006|08:49 pm]
[My mood now is | ?]
[I'm listening to |My Sanctuary - Kingdom Hearts II]


Only a few more days until total relaxation. I need a break or else I might be the one who'll break... Ugh...

I figured that I might not perform these next months. Only next year I'll again step on stage and hold a mic...

I'm sad. So sad.

But there's nothing I can do... I waited for opportunities... Chances... But it seems my luck is not cooperating with me...

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"Obviously... There's something wrong with the community..."

Ya think?

"I guess even the most amazing people can sometimes shock you... Or worse, dissappoint you..."

Been there, felt that...

"What are you planning to do then?"

I know I'm not like them. Yes, I'm not... So that's why I'm not gonna avoid nor get mad... I'll continue what I want...

"That's more like it..."

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Responsibilities and Priorities [Oct. 4th, 2006|07:50 pm]
[Where the hell...? |Cloud Nine <-- anu ba yan...?]
[My mood now is | accomplished]
[I'm listening to |Hikari - Kingdom Hearts]


Hee~ Lately, am getting even more prouder of myself... Why? That's b'coz am doin' a great job of passing requirements on time. Not only that, after school I immediately do my hw's, study a little (well, a lot when there's an upcoming test) and then I can now slack off and relax.

About passing requirements, I think am the only who's already complete. See, I don't want to cram all night just to make them. I used to be like that but nah... I'm starting to understand now the meaning of time management, responsibility and what to prioritize first and last. Last time, I felt stressed b'coz of tons of requirements but now...

Wee~ *dances around while throwing confettie* I feel light and relaxed.

"Let's continue this, ne, setsuna?" 

*grins*

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Ah yay... My cos is already finished and I was just wearing it a while ago! It's really cute and simple but I very much like it b'coz that'll be, perhaps, the decent cos i'll ramp up with m'lord! And also that'll be my debut as a full-pledged cosplayer (is there something like this?? *pasimuno talaga*)! *sighs* I do hope everything will go well...

All i need now is my knee-length boots and boom! Time to flaunt and show what setsuna's made of!

Gambatte yo, setsuna!

And about me being torned between to "some-some"...

[message to Panda-san: Hee~ It's not what you think! Anung "omoshiroii" ha?! *chases the guinea pig*]

...I decided to choose going to Hero Event instead of our School's __ Foundation Day. You see, November 18 is the Hero event and I found out (few weeks ago actually) that my school's foundation day is on the same date!

Ugh, talk about pressure... o.o

Not only that, TOEI event lies on the same date as well... It was really difficult to choose but then, Rui neechan insisted me to come at the Hero Event instead...

"Naman, hinintay mo yan eh! Mas nauna yung Hero! Nagpagawa ka na nga ng costume mo eh!"

That said, convinced I was and yes, it was all true... I did wait for the perfect (?) event to ramp up my cos... So there, Hero event... Here I come!!

Not unless, something will come up at my gakuen but i do hope there will not be any... *shakes head*

Ha ha ha~ I'll update more when I have time...

Ja~


"My heart is a Battle Ground..."

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"Ai" and "Yuuki" - "Love" and "Courage" [Oct. 1st, 2006|06:40 pm]
[Where the hell...? |behind you]
[My mood now is | blank]
[I'm listening to |Automatic - Utada Hikaru]


Earlier, me and okachan went to Bayan to get my costume. Along the way, me was feeling a bit nervous about how my cos would look. Got there and from the distance, i saw my cos...

*pauses for a while*

Uwaaah.. Kawaii!! 

*then dies*

Was so surprised and happy, i couldn't even talk coherently! It was so nice that I had to stare at it over and over again... *laughs* But my happiness had to end when we found out that the back part of my cos had missing designs! *cries* Hu hu hu..

So right there and then, i had to let go of it (literally, folks) and the tailor said i'll able to get it this wednesday... *sniffles* So much for my temporary happiness...

Oh well... *eats ton of chocolate to make feelings better*

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Next week will be our 2nd Quarter Examination and me has to get ready... Where am I flunking anyway? Hmm.. Chem and A.P.? 

Arrr...

Am having a hard time at balancing and sometimes naming at Chem. At AP, there are tons of things to remember and memorize in World History. Trigo? Nah! I love Trigonometry! Those laws of cosine and sine, formulas and stuffs can make my mind really work!

And yeah, Church History rocks too! I dunno why but i have this fascination when it comes to religion. Well, am not a religious person but somehow, it catches 'lil 'ol Setsu's attention.

Gambare to me and my acads!! *cheers self*

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Hmmm... There are tons of events coming up this Oct, Nov and Dec. There's:

[Oct.]
OngakuFusion @ Timog Ave.

[Nov.]
Hero Event @ World Trade Center
PSICOM Event @ Le Pavillon


[Dec.]
UPAME Matsuri Event @ UP Diliman
Vanitea Event @ Paranaque (somewhere... o.o)


...and am trying my hardest to ask if I can perform. Via email, I inquire if there is still an open slot for performing.

But, as of now...


....



No luck... 

*sighs then hugs knees* 

I really want to sing. I don't care about being paid or how far the event will be held. I simply want to hold a mic, sing japanese songs and be heard and listened by people...

I guess i have to raise my chin up... I'll still continue looking for opportunities...

*pats own back* Gambare yo, setsuna-chan...

And before I do forget...



Am torned between two 'some-some'... What the hell will I do??


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And check this out! My XLAWS!



left --> right:

Freya  (Kim)
Kairi  (Clarissa)
Kaede  (Sharmaine)
Mayuko  (Jaine)
Setsuna  (Jiandra)
Yurime  (Amellia)
Umi  (Jessa)
Kira  (Carmela)
Ayi  (Lanivi)
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